Dear MAA n PAA,
Days have passed like life of a Butterfly, few days of beauty, few days of love and brutually the end of life.
I remember when I was a kid , how I enjoyed going to gardens with both of you. How PAA threw me up and I fearlessly enjoyed the fly. He always catched me so beautifully, that fear never engrossed in me. Making that last "chappatis" which I preferred giving to only PAA and scold others if they tried eating dem.
Those cute little frocks were so fascinating which would force me to go round and round n feel like "Angel". Those small picnics with my friends and playful summer vacations. Anxiety of giving my first board exams and the way all my loved ones took me out from it that i began taking life like a fairy tale.
Sooner I got admitted in college, was feeling like free bird enojying every bit of it. Many times YOU advised me to come early and catch safe transport but "EVERY" time I said "I am a big girl now, I am 18+ and know how to tackel situations as I am capable of taking good care of myself." I went with friends for overnight picnics forcing YOU to plzzzz let me go I can safeguard myself.
The DAY came when I was in love, the most beautiful feeling was just started growing more and more as days were passing by, planning for future was already begun. I was under impression life is soooo long , and I keep postponing things that i will do later.I was DREAMING a perfect job, with handful of money and a happy family. But...
Who knew destiny had stored something else for me ! who knew that I will open my eyes and every thought, every plan, every feeling will just "shatter"! Who knew when I claimed, I am old enough to take care of myself, some "devils" were planning to open my eyes wide open forever. One wrong decision and life devastated, as if everything stopped in that moment. They were "SIX" I was "ONE ", I tried my best to safeguard myself but may be the sins of last birth overcome my efforts. They were enjoying and I was suffering from pain. They didn't remembered their sisters or mother's, but I remembered everyone of you. They just wanted to have pleasure for few minutes but I will suffer my entire life. There can be no punishment compared to the pain I have suffered. The dreams shattered, ambitions were literally snatched from my fate.
The only punishment should be given to them is, may they have their own daughters who make them realize that, "How have they insulted the CREATOR of life". Today people may stand for me, make various laws against this act, but no one can ever feel the pain I m going through. MAA-PAA I remember your blank expressions , eyes full of water and helplessness of not being able to look at my condition.
Few days have left and I will leave this world forever but the only impression about "MY SO-CALLED" country is , they are proud of women going on MOON, and here still they have opinions that GIRLS should not go out after 9 :00 pm, she should not wear clothes of her choice. Today I am ashamed that I leave in the country were girls are taught what is good and bad , whereas men's are given freedom to live as they want . Till today thousands of such cases are being demolished giving just few bundle of notes.
This pain is not bearable MAA, but I want to LIVE....!
Your,
Angel
" U BLOODY F@#KERS, SAVE YOUR A** H*** S, U WON'T BE SPARED LIFE DIS TIME"
Days have passed like life of a Butterfly, few days of beauty, few days of love and brutually the end of life.
I remember when I was a kid , how I enjoyed going to gardens with both of you. How PAA threw me up and I fearlessly enjoyed the fly. He always catched me so beautifully, that fear never engrossed in me. Making that last "chappatis" which I preferred giving to only PAA and scold others if they tried eating dem.
Those cute little frocks were so fascinating which would force me to go round and round n feel like "Angel". Those small picnics with my friends and playful summer vacations. Anxiety of giving my first board exams and the way all my loved ones took me out from it that i began taking life like a fairy tale.
Sooner I got admitted in college, was feeling like free bird enojying every bit of it. Many times YOU advised me to come early and catch safe transport but "EVERY" time I said "I am a big girl now, I am 18+ and know how to tackel situations as I am capable of taking good care of myself." I went with friends for overnight picnics forcing YOU to plzzzz let me go I can safeguard myself.
The DAY came when I was in love, the most beautiful feeling was just started growing more and more as days were passing by, planning for future was already begun. I was under impression life is soooo long , and I keep postponing things that i will do later.I was DREAMING a perfect job, with handful of money and a happy family. But...
Who knew destiny had stored something else for me ! who knew that I will open my eyes and every thought, every plan, every feeling will just "shatter"! Who knew when I claimed, I am old enough to take care of myself, some "devils" were planning to open my eyes wide open forever. One wrong decision and life devastated, as if everything stopped in that moment. They were "SIX" I was "ONE ", I tried my best to safeguard myself but may be the sins of last birth overcome my efforts. They were enjoying and I was suffering from pain. They didn't remembered their sisters or mother's, but I remembered everyone of you. They just wanted to have pleasure for few minutes but I will suffer my entire life. There can be no punishment compared to the pain I have suffered. The dreams shattered, ambitions were literally snatched from my fate.
The only punishment should be given to them is, may they have their own daughters who make them realize that, "How have they insulted the CREATOR of life". Today people may stand for me, make various laws against this act, but no one can ever feel the pain I m going through. MAA-PAA I remember your blank expressions , eyes full of water and helplessness of not being able to look at my condition.
Few days have left and I will leave this world forever but the only impression about "MY SO-CALLED" country is , they are proud of women going on MOON, and here still they have opinions that GIRLS should not go out after 9 :00 pm, she should not wear clothes of her choice. Today I am ashamed that I leave in the country were girls are taught what is good and bad , whereas men's are given freedom to live as they want . Till today thousands of such cases are being demolished giving just few bundle of notes.
This pain is not bearable MAA, but I want to LIVE....!
Your,
Angel
" U BLOODY F@#KERS, SAVE YOUR A** H*** S, U WON'T BE SPARED LIFE DIS TIME"
